I Don'T Me To Be This Way

No one can understand what I feel I don't ask to be this way When I wake up I plan for a better day I'm doing my best to be positive am I wrong because I stay I don't know I don't plan to be this way When I wake up I plan for a better day When I'm feeling hopeless I bow my head and pray For God to be able to stay strong with all the loss and even though I feel so alone with out the people who mean the world to me positive is what I'm still trying to be so once again God please don't give up on me this isn't the way I want to be sitting here everyday wondering If anyone will try to understand me Maybe this is how I'm always going to be I hate this feeling losing everyone dear to me this isn't they way I want to be dear God please take this sadness from me