I Don'T Exist Inside Your Heart

Give it some time to pick up my past bits and pieces… I’m slowly sinking… Sometimes, we’re lost and scared out of our wits… I do wishful thinking… Sorrow pierces through my skin from within… I haven’t repented of my abominable, lustful sin… Starts to diminish the moment that suicidal thoughts win… Feeling my way through trials, so thick and thin I don’t exist in your heart It tears me apart from the start It haunts me every day and night I have to put up this awful fight And light my way out of the darkness… And get my way out of this distress… Distress…more or less… I don’t exist, exist, exist inside your heart I’m a runout soul that’s split apart in anguish How I wish, wish, wish you’d be my work of art I’m no doubt hopelessly, but faithfully a lonesome fish… Swimming in the sea-deep tears of my weeping Your shadow in hiding is falling apart, then leaping Into my arms…into my arms…is where you belong But, you never existed inside my heart all along Sorrow pierces through my skin from within… I haven’t repented of my abominable, lustful sin… Starts to diminish the moment that suicidal thoughts win… Feeling my way through trials, so thick and thin I don’t exist in your heart It tears me apart from the start It haunts me every day and night I have to put up this awful fight And light my way out of the darkness… And get my way out of this distress… Distress…more or less… I don’t exist, exist, exist inside your heart I’m a runout soul that’s split apart in anguish How I wish, wish, wish you’d be my work of art I’m no doubt hopelessly, but faithfully a lonesome fish… But, this song will tell you one thing — You are everything in God’s eyes So take wing…take wing…please bring Me to your solace of tranquil highs