I Can'T Write

So full of emotions, But I can't write Orchestrated temptations Now my heart doesn't beat right I thought strength wins against temptations But pain chokes The spirit breaks Lessons from old folks In me the king of fools wakes Tears dries quick Mind and heart misled My love you forgot so quick Heart bleeds as it once bled Suicidal thoughts Slipping on reality courts My all not good enough Walking straight and narrow Your faith not strong enough Dipped and shamed in sorrow Words hard to utter Fluent in lies, In truth you stutter I break easily Love strong and hard Promises broken easily Love resides deep beneath the reefs of my heart Ferocious, lies stings Rare things and nice things Brutal Tongue of a broken promise stinks What is meant to be will be And what is meant to be let it be 'Cause life is not always a metaphor Sweet lies we always have been waited for Arena of sugar coated reality Heart building a pyramid of guilt Mystery of iniquity Reality of immorality Your eyes windows to the truth you hide Guilt and shame on high tides Quest to surf the ocean of truth Breaking the branch and the root Of what caused us to lie And caused us to die... In silence Our words becomes silent So full of emotions But I can't write Heavy on emotions But I can't fight I never said a word But my heart is not silent Lost our ways But the pendulum of karma swings both ways Copyright 2015