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I Can'T Explain

So much happens I can’t explain.
Thoughts fly by much like a train.
I know things can’t remain the same,
I can’t help what’s inside my brain.

I have these visions and see you,
I remember things we used to do.
It has passed and now is gone,
I hold on, but for how long.

I remember when there was a time, 
When I could see at least a sign.
 Still, I seem to fall further behind,
Now so much is gone I can’t find.

All I wanted was to smile,
Now it seems I am out of style.
I once had love but now it’s lost,
So many opportunities that I tossed.

I want it all to go away,
I have to leave I cannot stay.
I look around, I’ve lost my way.
I think of change perhaps I may.

I seem to get lost inside myself,
Then I become someone else.
I try to see the light of day,
 All the clouds get in my way.

I feel tired and lose some fight.
Light gives way, brings forth the night.
I look for answer but there’s none in sight.
I can’t explain so I hold on tight.

I need to lie down and get some sleep,
Close my eyes and count some sheep.
Maybe tomorrow will be better than today,
The fabric of life appears tattered and frayed.

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Pace Ink-U-Script Date: 5/20/2012 11:33:00 AM Love the last line "the fabric of life appears tattered and frayed." important thing to remember is to never give up in what our heart feels and desires!! regards INK-U-SCRIPT Login to Reply Mark Russell Date: 5/20/2012 12:02:00 PM Thanks glad you enjoyed it and what you said is so true. Kind of like you don't aalwys get want you want but sometimes you get what you need. have a great day and thanks for reading....Mark