I Cannot Live

sometimes i think of you and seeing your smile my face brightens up and for a moment lifes worth while but then i realize whats done is in the past i no longer have you and i quickly start to gasp i know i should be over this and i know i should move on but something is holding me back its hard to stay strong i know that you're over me and i'm just a memory in time but i cannot seem to let you go or get you from my mind my heart is shattered into pieces that are to small to view my mind is going crazy without having you i told you i would love you for the rest of my life i didnt know i would lose you it never crossed my mind but now it is over and you seem so far away no matter if your standing there in front of my face i see that you're talki9ng but i'ms so engulfed in pain i cannot seem to hear the words you are seeming to say i cannot seem to realize that this truly is the end i know deep inside but thinking of it makes my life end i cannot lose you forever thats one thing i can say i cannot live a life where you dont exist each day