i can hear the raindrops when it’s raining

I can hear the rain drops when it’s raining I can hear the raindrops when it’s not i look outside I see the bright yellow sun I see everything I never got I can feel your footsteps even when I’m alone i can hear you pounding on the wooden door I can hear you screaming at me for every breath I take i can hear you screaming at me for every mistake you make I can hear the raindrops when it’s raining I can hear the raindrops when it’s not I grew up with rain all my life So I carry an umbrella even when it’s hot