I Am Sorry

It is just days since you are in my floor It is just days again I am in pain My friendship is free, but my love is all me I don’t want to make you cry and hate men more I want you to be happy, but can’t give it to you If it was for a moment, I would have tried, but I don’t have what you want It is shared with my family, and don’t want to take it away from them Tasting me might be simple, but what if you refuse to go Privatizing me after that try would be a crime I am floating in your mind for days, believe me, I feel the same But I have a wife and kids; I swear to be with them They need my presence, love, and protection I am for them as God is for me despite my sins It is not easy to let go, I am not ready Let’s be friend if you can and put love to a deep sleep I am not ready to get blame in the eyes of the World and God You fight for what you need which is great, I love your effort What about my kids, you seem don’t care I don’t need a good time, but love I am sorry I have enough from my family I don’t want other men to get blame for my action For days! Cry, pain, and fear are against me What I have for my family is more than that, I am sorry