I Am Obsessed

Trixie is a muse that is less than amusing 
She wakes me up feeding the last line of the best poem ever into my mind
I jump out of bed, take care of the body a bit, and bam.
The entire line is gone, even the first word.
I can hear her snickering.

I spend the rest of the day trying to capture or reinvent the best poem ever.
She does not do this to me daily, but about three times a month.
My writes are frenzied, furious, purposeless even.
I toss things down onto a page that don’t make sense even to me sometimes.
But I am compelled, obsessed, deranged, cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs about capturing.

The poems that Trixie is formulating in my sleep, and teasing me with.
I cannot not write, so I keep doing it. 
To no avail, and yet, it is a compulsion that has overtaken my soul.
If I could stop I might.
Maybe.
Maybe not.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Bauer Avatar
April 14, 2021 at 12:21 PM
i'd say that trixie is on your side, even if she is a bit devilish at times, caren...
Krutsinger Avatar
April 14, 2021 at 4:07 PM
She is something else
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