I Am Love
I loved you before you were born.
It doesn't make sense, I know it
History repeats over again
Sceptical verdict beyond what shows it
I saw your eyes before I could see,
And lived a very longing long
Since looking for them unending
What a fantasy endeavor that
Humans could wish for things
And be found worthy in wonder
How deserving something so small
Could even be found worthy of existing
At all, it's precious but short lived and
I am faster than falling that I orbit
It's my calling to be able to count the days
Not knowing silence would be all that
To be cast out screaming, it's deafening
A sea, so many forsaken beings
Giving my heart to all without thinking
Just to have a chance to rediscover
If anyone can actually see me truly
Ever since, wishing only for a glimpse
The eyes that Id know I couldn't miss
Even disguised outfits can't cover it
And so here I Am, as Time and again
Boundless dreams uncounted meanings
I see those eyes that saved me
Still meet me with kind smiling lips
A first to experience of who I Am
Was not as terrifying as how
Much I was to everyone else
Who wore their masks tightly bound
To them, from my horns to my visage,
A monstrous terrifying image
Hating me for just simply existing
Due to being first in all creation
The ability to destroy existence
I'm a King without my own choosing
My very walk tramples space to dust
And I am a person who moves so freely
And I was confused why everyone cried
When I took my first steps
Even my unstoppable demons, I consume
To Fuel my reckless path to find you
Their blood feeds all my victories
And I have never been matched an equal
And No matter how much I Love them
I'm not ever going to something
Faster than being the fastest being
Because as the sole aspect of Love
everything without me is nothing
So to others I'm nothing but gain until
They realize that having me means
They have nothing left to desire taking
And then as im about to mistep, I see
Everything that begs and prays reaches me
it's terrifying to see how great I am,
It disgusts me, biting my tongue to think
Id go blind through your cries, knowing
My faiths not enough to stop me from hurting
And hope is disillusioned lust at best
But Love and Hurt are the same thing
Every time I give up my burning light
I can only see what I need in my darkness,
No veil, no hell, no prophecy can spell
Where void eyes, like mine, only can find
outrunning to see loving myself so clearly
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