I Am a Bear

I have felt betrayal, been broken hearted. I've been called names and taken advantage of. I have been used, manipulated and conned and made to do things I didn't want to do. I have allowed these things to happen. I have been an enabler, a just smiled and kept going. These have built a rage inside of me that comes from the pit of my stomach it's like a bear waking after the winter to no good. I am starving for love and furious that I have been betrayed and deprived of it. I could attack and find a feast or i can learn from it and prepare myself for next winter and stock up on what I need so this doesn't happen again. I'm not a baby bear I'm a grown bear full of wisdom in the bank and prepared to use it this time, because I can see a feast for many that would like to sit on my table after the winter and appreciate and treat me well, and for the leeches, the takers the Narcissistic snakes, let them try to size up someone else but be prepared to take me on. Because I am a Bear fiercer than many, try to do me wrong, but remember I'm not forgiving.