I Am

I am A shadow That lurks on The wall that has No Home None at all But to have no home a Shadow would say is worst way to live out each day. I am The shower cap covered in rust i do not work right but I am a must so you put up with me for the time being until you used me all for your need. I am an outcast who sits alone who is treated like I do not belong and goes off alone to cry plotting his end as others laugh at me and spin wicked lies about things I've done making me wish i ended it with a gun. I am the friend you once had that moved away and made you sad but said good by and turned away as you tried to stop me and make me stay but i smile and say the words you wished to hear all those years. I am me a young man with hope who ends his day trying to cope with the withdraws from drugs like dope and cry's as he chokes on his own words when he looks at you and you spit and curve away from me and all i did was say hi to ye but it wasn't you that made me cry it was the feeling of wanting to die to hide away from the world from those who say I Am a mess a nothing a no one.