I ALWAYS FELT YOU WERE RIGHT HERE

Where have you gone? tomorrow is too long, all my tears were wronged. I waited for you to come, so many things, needed to be un-done. Time slipped into eternity, my searching faded, with each days uncertainty. Every star I captured, I saved just for you, every moonbeam too. I felt betrayed, I felt abandoned, unaware you had been mislaid. I'm older today, I haven't the strength, my hair has turned gray. So I gave in, beneath a dark sky, drowning my sorrow in gin. Unaware you were there, for all those years I had cried, beneath God's beautiful sky, Not knowing you had died..,