Hurt

All I want is to give my life only to you 
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And honestly I have been begging for answers
Answers that you and only you can give to me
And I'll admit I was wrong about everything
What was I supposed to do?
You know I love you

And I've never been this scared
I've been crying for days now
They say it gets easier, but they lied

Can you tell, I haven't slept very well?
This is the curse 
The curse of having too much time to think about it
And you won’t try for me
No, not now
And that is when I ask myself
“How am I supposed to be everything you expect me to be”

I know I said I wouldn't miss you
But now I'm saying I'm a fool
And your heart of stone left mine breaking

They say that no one is perfect
But I swear that he was perfect for me
And that’s what makes it so much harder to leave
I'm losing hope and fading dreams
I’d die to know you love me 
But I’m all alone
Now all I can do is hurt
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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