Hurt

Hurt is being broken, spreading myself too thin & sleeping out of exhaustion in a drunken stupor.
Feeling No One reaches out a hand
To someone who tried Her best.

Done is the way I felt when you were begging me, "please don't go."
I Packed my bags after you betrayed 
My never-wavering trust.  

Regret was painted on my face,
The next time I saw you
it was me who apologized.
Because you were in a box and I never returned your last call.  
Being misunderstood with every word, When I'm just trying to pay
My respects at your funeral.

Embarrassed, when I was crying in the closet at work
wiping my eyes and returning to 
Care for a never-ending line of patients

Healing is a deep cut in my heart
That was carved as a child
with a sick family member
that we were told would never heal
My soul is truly at ease 
Every time I see his next success

Happiness is a way of giving up
On sorrow 
Adulthood is realizing I have to put myself first.  
Determined is how I feel about avoiding the negative spaces
in the bottom of a bottle. 
Hurt is someone I no longer want to be.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015



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Date: 11/19/2015 11:41:00 AM
very cool write maz. most people pleasers have a hard time being able to put themselves first and this does allow them to get hurt all the time over real and imagined things. glad you were able to find a balance
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Date: 7/4/2015 2:01:00 AM
Maz, I enjoyed reading this good and old verse tonight:-) Wishing you a fun safe 4th of July. ~luv~ LINDA
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