How I Feel

All I want to do right now is cry, But I try and hold it all inside. And all I want to do with my emotions, Is curl up in a corner and die. My life is so hard right now, People just don’t understand. I just wish I could go, Off and hide in a deserted land. I don’t want my feelings to show, Because I don’t know what people would say. When people try to get me to open up to them, I simply just push them away. I wish that I could tell someone exactly how I feel, But all talking about my emotions does is bring me to tears. Telling someone about my life, Is one of my biggest fears. It feels as if nobody loves me, And as if nobody cares. And having these thoughts in my mind, Makes my heart tear. But hopefully, That’s not at all real. But for right now, That’s exactly how I feel.