HOW DO I TELL YOU HOW I FEEL

How do i tell you i love you when, When i am not sure that is what you feel for me? How do i let you walk away but But still have you? See My love for you is the same The same as the first time i laid my eyes on you I'm scared I'm scared because i'm afraid i am I am all by myself How do i tell you i sank to obsession Yes, obsession in how you talk. I want to walk away but how do i do that? Teach me how to hate you like you You taught me how to be infatuated with you See I dreamt of your sensation i I want to hug and kiss you like we are Running out of time How do i tell you i love and want you more And not in the casaul way we say it How do i convince you to sail with me In this infatuation or die with me in This obsession I really want you, that's no lie See I kept running, i held my breath long enough I ran out of glucose, i grew weary I was all salty with no drop of water To hydrate me, All this, Hoping to see light at the end of the tunnel How do l know my unfathomable love you Does not disgust you? How do i tell you i have so many questions For you, But, but i cannot ask I can't. You glance gives me goosebumps and The taste of your saliva in my mouth, drains my mind. How do i say with calmness that This unpalatable love derails me From chasing my dreams See, The first time i saw you, I thought i loved your nose, That enormous nose, then i thought it was your eyes, But i kept staring at your mouth as you talked How do l know i mean anything to you How i hope someday you can look at me Like i do at you I hope it doesn't take eternity If it does, don't forget to buy me roses and violates and put them on my grave, I hope you will not forget to visit it See, i'm afraid. I'm crawling to my grave But you cannot see But why Why is it hard for you For you, to distinguish my feign smile From, from my genuine smile.