How Could This Be

how could this be i am on the path of self destuction looking threw the corruption the pain is erupting into unexplained rage and forgotten days where i am misplaced lost without a trace so i begin to loose faith in life with things not right i want to take flight im about to loose sight to any light comein my way so i just say i cant live this way my minds decayed from the all the hate flowing threw my veins feeling so strange in a place i never made the message plays i need to run away before i collaspe over this broken past with hopes and dreams that could neverbe it seems they were not ment for me so i move like a brease to get away for this diasese im left broken down on my knees praying please how could this be that i will never see any good in me so im left with nothing to see no air to breath no blood to bleed i am deciest