How Am I

How am I supposed to feel When you get caught up and disappear You say our love is as tough as steel And lately all I get are tears How am I supposed to see All the dreams of years to come To be a life of our unity When two lives parallel an equation sum How am I supposed to hear When voice's project into the hollow A boomerang of words draw near And bounces right off making it hard to swallow. How am I supposed to live Without souls half inside my bubble Pouring through the holes like a sieve Tearing up my soul to pieces oh so subtle How am I supposed to trust Love goes up and down without a warning Making it feel like all is Lust Till one shuts down before a mourning How am I supposed to believe When I have heard those words a thousand times yet Only to find, once more I'm naive Once again to lose at life's love bet