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I drown in my sorrows
At all times
They seem to
Consume me
I wish there was a way
To defeat them
To turn them off
But they continue to
Flow out of me
Rushing like a
Waterfall
Never ending
I hate when I get like
This but I don’t
Seem to do a
damn thing about it
I continue to
drown
It’s going to wear
Me down
& age me I fear
Erode away 
From the
Suffering and pain
Grief has become 
My name 
I no longer look 
The same 
The tears have melted
Away what was
Left of my face
My green eyes 
Now red 
Swollen from
The past
That wont 
Unclench my
Brain
New grooves 
Were made 
But not in 
A good way
How long will they
Stay?
My face discolored
From the pain 
that has 
stained my face
Will my frown 
Forever stay this way?
How did it get this way?
When did life change
And become so grey?
Storm clouds from day to
Day
When was the last time 
It was clear
And the sun on my face?
Hope ran through my viens
I looked forward to see the 
Next day
Pricked by needles on the 
day to day
florescent lights instead of 
natural sunlight
my home became a cage 
that no one would answer
to screams of pain 
blood freezing in my veins
so they can’t
get what they need
from my veins
oh! When will the 
pain end! When can I ride 
my bike until the 
sun kisses the earth 
everyday
just play play play
but instead I lay lay lay  
screaming in pain 
while I watch 
everyone my age 
go outside to play
when the sun comes up
and until it slowly fades 
away

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