hospital beds

I drown in my sorrows At all times They seem to Consume me I wish there was a way To defeat them To turn them off But they continue to Flow out of me Rushing like a Waterfall Never ending I hate when I get like This but I don’t Seem to do a damn thing about it I continue to drown It’s going to wear Me down & age me I fear Erode away From the Suffering and pain Grief has become My name I no longer look The same The tears have melted Away what was Left of my face My green eyes Now red Swollen from The past That wont Unclench my Brain New grooves Were made But not in A good way How long will they Stay? My face discolored From the pain that has stained my face Will my frown Forever stay this way? How did it get this way? When did life change And become so grey? Storm clouds from day to Day When was the last time It was clear And the sun on my face? Hope ran through my viens I looked forward to see the Next day Pricked by needles on the day to day florescent lights instead of natural sunlight my home became a cage that no one would answer to screams of pain blood freezing in my veins so they can’t get what they need from my veins oh! When will the pain end! When can I ride my bike until the sun kisses the earth everyday just play play play but instead I lay lay lay screaming in pain while I watch everyone my age go outside to play when the sun comes up and until it slowly fades away