Holding On

I don't know who I am anymore. I don't feel right, I don't feel good. I don't feel like I should. Things seem stupid things seem pointless I'm starting to feel worthless. I hate what's happening I hate that I can't control anything thats going on anymore I feel like Im holding on to my life by a thread and if I let go, I'll be dead I'm on the bare minimum things are going insane everytime i hear your name. I want to give up I want to let go I want to be somewhere that no one's been before.