Hold Me It Hurts

Ever since my birth I've felt cold in this world as a kid I was made to feel like i didn't have a voice, so now I put my soul in these words for the new me to be born, I had to put the old me in dirt I'll walk through the storm alone, I'm not the type to say hold me it hurts The small kid who used to cry because his dad wasn't around no longer exists I've found peace in my own heart, so I no longer worry about who I didn't belong with we're all struggling with something, obviously the scars hurt but I look at all new obstacles and smile knowing I've already overcame far worse my past doesn't define me, the choices I make do I hold myself accountable, because every other human makes mistakes too if you were to spend a day in my mind, you'd get lost fast I've faced more nightmares than a kid waking on Christmas eve to see Santa wearing a slipknot mask so the storm doesn't scare me, because I've bled before you have to know I won't give up even if I'm tired and walking on a red floor I learned to not rely on others to carry you, because that's something only a weak man will do the smartest thing I learned was to follow my heart and use my head more I'm 27 Years in this world and at times I still feel cold in this world as a kid I was made to feel like i didn't have a voice, so now I put my soul in these words for this new me to be born, I had to put the old me in dirt I'll walk through the storm alone, I'm not the type to say hold me it hurts