Him

I haven’t seen him in months Haven’t talked to him for longer I want to stop missing him for once I’m getting weaker and can’t get stronger I want peace in my heart I want to be happy with who I am with My head and my heart are torn apart My feelings are nothing but a myth I’m losing my mind and strength I’m trying to push forward and make a new life It’s ruining my mental health He said he wanted me to someday be his wife I can’t help but think the one I’m with now is a fling Nothing but a mindless, heartless rebound The memories won’t stop recurring Wave of pain crashed and I drowned