Hiding It All

Locked myself in the bathroom Threw my body to the floor Tears fall down my skinny chest Pain rushes through every inch of me Questions run through my mind Tearing at my soul Adding on a headache I cling onto something worth while Waiting for it to be over I begin to cry silently Not even letting out a breath Pushing it out with no sound Standing there I can barely hold myself up Looking in the mirror Noticing my puffed up eyes Wiping away any weakness showing Studying all scars that started 6 months ago Wishing that help is near Now my mind has to go back to Hiding it all