Hidden Fragments

Distrust lies in my heart, I’ve learned the hard way That even those who you think are for your best are for their way I was unaware of reality, so my opinions were swayed; I was left alone, I felt like no one wanted to stay I remember carrying a lot of darkness in my head; Before I walked into school, in my stomach, I felt dread: But I held my nose to the grind, I knew I had to stay ahead There was a lot blood, sweat and tears I shed This weighs heavy on me, I worked hard for so long; After all I struggled through, I pulled through strong I went through enough to write about it in a song I was wondering why this hell seemed to reign for so long Criticized for chasing fame but I don’t let it bring me shame The pain and suffering almost drove me insane; I was using substances to ease the trauma in my brain So I really have nothing to lose, only to gain They think that they know me from how they speak on me I don’t have time to engage in the absurdity; My attention is focused on creating a better future for me I swear I’ve dealt with so much B.S. that I just want to be free