Hidden Fragments

Distrust lies in my heart, I’ve learned the hard way
		
		That even those who you think are for your best are for their way

		I was unaware of reality, so my opinions were swayed;
		
		I was left alone, I felt like no one wanted to stay 


		I remember carrying a lot of darkness in my head;

                Before I walked into school, in my stomach, I felt dread:

                But I held my nose to the grind, I knew I had to stay ahead
		
		There was a lot blood, sweat and tears I shed

		
		This weighs heavy on me, I worked hard for so long;

		After all I struggled through, I pulled through strong

		I went through enough to write about it in a song

		I was wondering why this hell seemed to reign for so long 

		
		Criticized for chasing fame but I don’t let it bring me shame

		The pain and suffering almost drove me insane;
		
		I was using substances to ease the trauma in my brain

                So I really have nothing to lose, only to gain
	

               They think that they know me from how they speak on me

               I don’t have time to engage in the absurdity;

               My attention is focused on creating a better future for me

               I swear I’ve dealt with so much B.S. that I just want to be free
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Be the first to comment on this poem. Encourage this poet.

Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace