Here I Stand Waiting

Here I stand Right before you Heart lays exposed Waiting for the a few words Knowing you'll just leave soon A few moments here and there I always seem to be waiting Waiting for class Waiting for work Waiting for sleep to come But what am I really waiting for What am I doing with my life Where can I search for these answers Where will I find meaning Real meaning Not just my fantasies A mind keeps it's secrets Telling nothing real Here's a tiny trinket A little bit of shine Take it Think you really did find something A simple distraction The mind continues to play it's games And I am simply a toy in what it wants