Her Past Formed Her Life

As a girl she always wanted to be loved But no one ever showed her what it meant to be loved She tried to be joyful and make others happy But nothing ever changed her life was still crappy One day she met someone that started admiring her He started to show what love meant to her It was pleasant at first fun and gifts Then something happened she felt like jumping off a cliff He started doing things that didn't seem right Every time she tried to stop she lost the fight She thought she caused it she really didn't know She didn't get why this man would act so low She felt very guilty hid it in her heart deep She forgot how to sleep all she did was weep As her sadness grew the man finally started to see He decided to leave and she was finally free She started living her way started to forget the pain But as she moved forward it was in her heart as stain While she grew older she started going the wrong ways Men did whatever in bed while she just lays They came and went but never wanted her as a wife Drugs boos and men became the definition of her life Depressed she knew her life was going down the drain Behind the doors she cried hard like rain She envied the happy girls never would she have that luck This was her life always she would be stuck Her life turned upside down things started to go well She met her first love she was finally out of hell He was there all along she just didn't know He finally revealed himself when he started to glow I think you may know him But may not have seen him His name is.... God