Her Fate

Everybody says that she’s okay She just fakes a smile and says I’m fine Nobody knows She’s living a lie Nobody knows She wants to die It’s too late She’s trapped It’s fate Nobody knows The pain buried deep Nobody knows The secrets She forces her heart to keep She doesn’t care She doesn’t believe Anybody could ever care about her She’s not a toy She’s not a cheap novelty Bottled up Like some commodity She bleeds the ink Of subtle allegories Pain masked Behind poems and stories She’s enraged Stuck in a self-made cage She’s filled with so much hate Nobody cares It’s too late Now red rain Falls from her wrist And this time She won’t be missed She wonders if He knows why He’s the reason She must die Does he love her? Does he care? Will he notice- When she isn’t there? If you wait until tomorrow It will be too late She has already chosen Her painful fate She hates herself And deserves to die Nobody will ever know The reason why Boom, boom She has now met her doom Does he miss her? Does he still care? Has he even noticed- She’s no longer there? He was just a silly boy Who treated her Like a toy He played her Like a game He said it was love But it wasn’t the same She didn’t feel That it wasn’t real She was nothing But a waste of space Nobody understood She didn’t belong in that place Nobody knew about the fake smile Plastered all over her face Too bad she didn’t live to tell Now she’ll be eternally Burning in Hell Nobody noticed Day by day She was only pretending To be okay Her heart has been broken Like a crack in the track Now it’s too late to ever go back Nobody knows her cuts are deep Nobody knows she cried herself to sleep She cried out But you all had deaf ears She had been forgotten Over the years Her blood Red like ink Had seeped through the seems And you’ll never know What this means She had cried out For help But you ignored her You just didn’t care Now she’s gone And vanished Into thin air