Her, Past

I'm not her and i never will be, two different lives have been lived, two different people you see. Stop trying to live your life with her through me, i make decisions for me personally. The past is the past and it's the past for a reason you see, if it was meant to be there would have been no interruptions in you destiny. I am me and that's how it supposed to be, strong, beautiful and achieving my goals even if you decide to leave. Your decisions are yours and they are yours to keep, don't blame me for an indescretion in the past memories. Are you here with me, is it me that you picture when you picturing your future degrees, or could it be that i'm living in a fantasy land and this is all a dream.