Help Me Find Strength

A Good women i am i walked through plenty of rain and survived storms you can only imagine. went through heart ache to only find a good man. who i could have only dreamed of. i was his first took his innocents and stayed inlove faithfull in true gave his body desires to hold on to in his dreams he would think of me every weekend we would spend together planing week by week what we would do and i would get excited. just to finally find someone who is true to me untill on weekend he told me he wanted time to his self and he said he thought about it two days before and i was crushed not broken up but he wanted a day to clear his head requested friday and asked can he see me saturday i said no sunday we can just see eachother i asked god to give me stregth as i asked him he said that im so deeply in love with u and i wanna think and plan outs for us be able to focus. i cried cause it made me feel like he was saying that i was a distraction. i said how i felt and he got out the car and slammed the door on the way to the movies i didnt look or speak to him even after the movie was over i didnt speak to him if u feel like u need time to your self think of it two days before the plan day and cancel on the day u plan on seeing the person. i dont understand so i asked god to find me stregth if all else fails help me to stand alone.