Help Me

I can't do this no more its like every day I stay am wasting my time why can't u change I know I have been hiding my poems from u but u always judge me why can't u change I feel that am only with u because I have too kids but that's not y i want to stay my parents stayed together because of us kids and our life wasnt pretty I want something more from u from us plz change I can only take so much I want to leave but I can't I kick u out but u don't leave we already involved the cops they don't care plz any one out there if I can't do this I need help plz give me advice on wat to do I don't want to waste another 7 years of my life plz help me? !!