Heartless

I feel a tear run from my cheek and fall into the air. Hurts to look back cuz ur hand used to be there. There to catch my tears when my heart cried out for help. Now it's breaking into small pieces, almost nothing left. Maybe this is how it should be, a shallow hole where my heart used to reside cuz thru the pain and the hurt it eventually died. I can lash out the pain that i've been given over time to others now, cuz now imma mess. But don't give up on me yet cuz right now i'm heartless. No emotion to b let out, i'd rather hold it in. Y shuld i let it out cuz in the end I never win. Only broken and confused with a heart to mend all over again. But the thread is now torn, ripped, and worthless. Because of all the pain and hurt i've been thru i'm now heartless.