Heart Stopping Habit

Can't place my finger on it, no I can't quite figure out what it is There's just something about that boy that makes me want to be all his Feelings washing over me that I can't really quite explain Got me second guessing myself wondering if maybe I'm really going insane Provoking and awakening feelings I never knew did exist There's a strong magnetic force I'm feeling and it's so hard to resist Confusing are some of these suductive arousing thoughts I ponder Like deja vu back to him my mind always does wander Created such heightened sensations Mmm such a lip biting temptation Increasingly higher is climbing this adrenaline rush So charismatic and knows exactly how to make me blush Takes me out of my comfort zone Makes me anticipate with excitement the unknown Hard to keep hold of any self control I don't know how he does it but he speaks to my very soul Feelings so invigorating and so contradicting Oh but the very thought of him is so enticing and addicting A habit I'm not sure I can quit if I start For once I do there's no stopping my heart