Heart On An Icepack
I had to put my heart on an icepack to let it freeze
Felt too much pain in life and it's been getting the best of me
You saw me bleed and cry, then you thought less of me
So I had to put my heart on an icepack and let it freeze
I was kind to people who used it to their advantage
The same people when you need them will leave you there stranded
They'll kick you while you're down and won't treat you to a fair standard
They stabbed me in the back, I'm still trying to repair the damage
Sometimes you'll want to become blind from what you've been forced to see
Walking through the storm, hoping my strength is more noticeable than my eyes being watery
Feeling tired after all the betrayal, wondering if this is the course for me
Wondering how many more people want to torture me
But the blood previously lost will be forgotten by my next scar
I had to learn to use more mind and less heart
Taking care of my mother but I've been neglecting myself
Until recently I didn't realise it was affecting my health
My journey taught me that I need to take time for me
If I don't, I'll regret that I didn't take the time to be
I've been struggling and life has been getting the best of me
So I've had to put my heart on an icepack and let it freeze
Copyright © Alex Duffy | Year Posted 2023
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