HEALING OF A LOST IDENTITY

The end of a tunnel is here again but I shiver in my fears All to loose when the end of me is sulked up in tears My solo voice and quips echo but gets hunged to the core Dialing non stop begged never to give up like never before Casted out from earth to rebirth to live twice again Bewildered in sorrows when all that follows is fame beneath the rain Draining out rage at what friendship meant in the shadow of the sun Sigh of relief for such warmth at the math of the sum of sight and fun When all I ignored was if I was been succumbed by emotions Never to realize the worth of joy and unity in relations Mapped bd the nerves within my body to replicate a robot Programmed to be heartless and ignorant to respond to the ache in my brain Connected to how teary my eyes are to compose a tune But after being clothed in loneliness and rejection a new at is discovered Which my fantasy ought to have pictured devoid of a path Although I may have finally reached the end All I could hold onto was a panel of navigators To licate the vacuum within me That is "A figure of inhuman variations than recognition through a lifeless origin amongst many dreadful encounters but yet as an alien" Is this me?