Head First

In the pool of life I jump feet first Insecurities and transgressions Blanket my fall yet Im soaked with joy Never had I felt Such Remarkable gladness This decimation of sadness My heart pumping My thoughts jumping My pulse thumping I emerge from the red sea With realization of my wrong-doings And the willingness to let it go And again I am fine This perpetual bliss Forever interrupted by something Everything The Lord is on my side My familiars on my side Now me In this bloodied womb of death I am not yet protruding But commuting from This red sea of life Living as im breathing But actually living As Im seeing I am glad Stuck in this limbo Hesitant of this leap I am resistant to the fall Acceptance being the obstacle I can’t change the essence of me But in good faith I let go of my inhibitions And listen to my intuitions I jump head first