He
As I realize what was happening
I cry I cry Promises I broke
I let my God down
I allow some strange boy in me
I barely knew him I scream
He was so aggressive and wouldn't stop
Tears became just water
My heart became a sponge
Fear became punishment
Love became distant
I just wanted it to stop
I waited as ilook at him
He became agry seeing me cry
My tears made him feel a way
A way like a rapist
Yes Yes you are
I knew I couldn't say it
I put my self in this
I knew what he wanted
I cried and cried
I felt weak after
Words he made me say
Whose your daddy?
You are you are I cried
Promise me you won't leave me
I promise
I became a robot
A robot that couldn't be fixed
I became a alien to my own body
After an hour he stop
THe pain was still there
All I can say to myself is
IT hurt it hurt
He looked angry at me
I am inexperience
i didn't know
I didn't know what to do
How to moan
I was a mute
I wanted to scream
I wanted my virginity back
I wanted to feel loved
I wanted someone to hold me
I wanted someone to say you not a whore
I felt worst
I felt like trash
In this crazy mix i deserve it
I deserve this strange man on me
I didn't know his name
I didn't know him
He was 18
I was 15
THe crualty he cause
The scar he left
Now what mve on with my life
Move on with my life
Move on being angry at the world
Why why you do this?
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