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As I realize what was happening I cry I cry Promises I broke I let my God down I allow some strange boy in me I barely knew him I scream He was so aggressive and wouldn't stop Tears became just water My heart became a sponge Fear became punishment Love became distant I just wanted it to stop I waited as ilook at him He became agry seeing me cry My tears made him feel a way A way like a rapist Yes Yes you are I knew I couldn't say it I put my self in this I knew what he wanted I cried and cried I felt weak after Words he made me say Whose your daddy? You are you are I cried Promise me you won't leave me I promise I became a robot A robot that couldn't be fixed I became a alien to my own body After an hour he stop THe pain was still there All I can say to myself is IT hurt it hurt He looked angry at me I am inexperience i didn't know I didn't know what to do How to moan I was a mute I wanted to scream I wanted my virginity back I wanted to feel loved I wanted someone to hold me I wanted someone to say you not a whore I felt worst I felt like trash In this crazy mix i deserve it I deserve this strange man on me I didn't know his name I didn't know him He was 18 I was 15 THe crualty he cause The scar he left Now what mve on with my life Move on with my life Move on being angry at the world Why why you do this?