Have U Ever Felt

Have u ever felt that u just wanted to die? I cant help this pain and all i can do is cry At one second everything seemed so right Then one phone call changed everything that night Why is it that no one can love me? God answer me... this is my plea! I heart u so much why cant u see!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what should i do move on do u agree? We could work this out together I could have been with you forever! I cant think of anything else but you!!! I love everything about u I dO!!!!!! I loved you every single day Now ur willing to throw everything away!!!! Now im hurt and black inside Do u understand how much i have cried U got into this realtionship way too fast What could i have done to make it last?!! your an ******* to put me through all of this my life was fulfilled with just ur kiss!!! bulletins were left when u broke up with all ur girlfriends were is the one about me in this relationship all u did was pretend I was the rebound because u couldnt be alone you were the one who picked up the phone you have already made up your mind ur right i couldnt replace you bc my type is hard to find u can do anything u want because ur everything in my eyes I will never forget my first love, heart break and the hurtful lies one thing is true u didnt lie you will love (Everyone but me) till the day u die! i gotta go throw up now and still i cry................................