Hard Times

I'm facing hard times here let me explain I almost lost the love of my life last night and I almost feel ashamed I can say it's all good but, really it's not I'm a poet like no other so how can I lyrically stop I won't I can't there's a good enough reason that I could close my eyes and literally stop breathing I'm a homicide away from a full blooded heathen and a head shot away from me seeing Jesus. Pain is Love & Love is Pain what's the difference, I'm still suffering from this emotional rain If you feel lost in what I'm saying then let me explain I always felt alone but now my emotions are kinda hard to maintain Time after time life gets a little bit harder but what doesn't kill me makes me a little bit stronger why do I continue to endure this pain for a little bit longer why do I put up with life why do I even bother.