Happiness Will Bloom

When will it end When will time just fade away When will i feel normal again Caught in a down spiral of pain Twisted it is to think I have wasted so much effort on this pipe dream A pipe dream of acceptance A pipe dream of security Moving on and moving past My mind has blocked That obstacle always there That wall standing tall Always there my fear A beacon in my eternal night I need a rest I need a good nights sleep I need to let myself heal. I want to dream fear is no longer near I need to be me without that wall Tear it down is what i will do And only then will happiness bloom.