Gum In My Hair

Shrinking back into myself,
Shaking the thoughts out,
The virus in my brain,

It sticks like chewing gum in my hair,
I’ll have to cut it off,
The nightmare of his mistake.

I won’t accept it,
My mind rejecting any memory,
Like I punched in the wrong code.

Instead in manifests in my dreams,
Pouncing in my sleep, 
Making me question myself,
Making me terrified.

I tell myself that I hate not knowing,
But I don’t really want the truth,
I can’t ignore it, but I wish I could.

I am just a little girl with no one to turn to.
He is an adult man, who I can’t trust.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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June 12, 2016 at 11:00 PM
awesome poem, Tyler. LINDA
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June 8, 2016 at 12:38 AM
Tyler, well done, sad for you though. SKAT
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June 7, 2016 at 7:18 AM
Oh wow... I hate to say this, but I do so relate to the anxiety that you're sensing. The rumination in the mind at this point are hard to turn off... Keep writing. Thanks for sharing your secrets... The best to you
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June 7, 2016 at 7:23 AM
Thankyou very much Bonnie for your comment and encouragement. The best to you too.
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