Growing Pains

Growing pains It’s hard to breathe. I can’t live Your existence is too far distance My growing pains is pointless I feel heartless Joleen. I’m crying with tears I’m dying without you. My heart feels hate. My mind feels negativity. My skull collapse my creativity. The veins aches my growing pains. Girl I need you back in my arms. Please don’t go I don’t want to fight I don’t want you to be mad I don’t want to hurt you Damn these causes growing pains My lady won’t talk to me. What am I’m going to do It’s so hard to heal these growing pains. Playing ball with my suffering injury isn’t my option anymore. The words of the poems I bring releases my pain and emotions. I want my girl to love me and talk to me again. I’m sorry that you feel that I’m disrespectful to you and don’t love you but sometimes a brother needs a nasty talking of loving intimacy. I can’t help it My sexual addiction of thoughts can’t be let go I need dirty talking but that’s just being human. I love you I’m sorry Please don’t be mad My growing pains is suffocating and beating me inside my ice box. I collapse without sexual healing I collapse when my heart aches Your existence means so special to me Damn my growing pains of thoughts is killing me. Joleen I need your healing Please talk to me Give me a sign I love you I apologize If I had one wish then the wish would be you near me eternally. I love you Your melody in my head turns into a beautiful red roses that makes your melody of sound stuck on replay replay. My shawty has tons of melody’s that is stuck in my head screaming replay replay and I love it. My growing pains needs to go My growing pains needs healing I need sexual healing I need Joleen to help my addiction My growing pains hurt My growing pains kill me My growing pains aches my heart And lastly it’s a weakness of hopelessness.