Government Largesse Courtesy Uncle Sam

(Tidbit of trivia: associated with businessman from Troy, New York, Samuel Wilson, known affectionately as “Uncle Sam” Wilson. The barrels of beef that he supplied the army during War of 1812 were stamped “U.S.” to indicate government property). Today March 30th, 2021 $2800.00 stimulus check came in the mail I intend to open joint account with the missus. Citizens Bank (formerly Commonwealth) constitutes the financial repository, where yours truly maintains his savings and checking account. Though aforementioned amount of money merely pocket change, I feel gratitude regarding said funds issued courtesy Treasury Department, which in tandem to monthly direct deposit ($900.00) social security allotment helps keep me financially afloat otherwise yours truly will experience a one two knockout overdraft paralyzing sucker punch. Whereby white as a sheet ghostly color, sans countenance of mine impossible to differentiate between Lenovo external screen background myopia no deterrent as jaw slackened upon Citizens Bank notification. The following written circa recent past, when bouts of monetary adversity occurred quite often current spate of ill health plagued me with (relentless stomach virus) triggered emotional state Kamikaze nose dived into forbidding deathwish gastrointestinal Civil War relentlessly raged kickstarting linkedin body, mind, spirit emergency necessitating transfer of funds, and/ or anonymous philanthropic injection to staunch, stave, and stay hemorrhaging, whereby checking account beyond restoration, sans life support heroic measures sense (cents) less, now, mine entire being excruciating figurative explosion, viz rapidly fired projectile as if "FAKE" mandibles bit the bullet self destruction declaration reactivated casus belli (caused by ache'n belly) just on cusp of recovery succumbed to lowest record nadir kindling, sparking, and whip sawing plea for salvation or termination, mine abysmal ad hoc existence evincing illogic, quixotic, tragic... charade, facade, masquerade, et cetera accursed woe synonymous with Sisyphus condemned to Hades exhausting arduous, laborious, torturous... punishment social security disability deposit congenital schizoid personality disorder attendant anxiety, obsessive/ compulsive disorder, panic attacks tempered, half dozen plus prescription medications some categorized selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) provide alleviation to psyche.