Gothic Blackness Once Again

I told my therapist I had a fall back position                                                      That I had saved the pills from my wife's death bed                                            Enough pain killer to bring down an elephant                                                     Hiding in the back of Mary's closet                                                                    Waiting for me if things go Gothic black again                                                    My therapist in a calm concerned tone of voice asked me to get rid of them               Made me promise to do that as homework and I tried                                          Today the  the Firehouse excepted Mary's used and unused needles                     Then sent me back home with the rest                                                                Having brought my attention to these pills has brought them to life in my mind    They know my name                                                                                        They have an intimate connection with Mary's pain                                             They have made me remember it all again                                                        I will keep them in the trunk of the car tonight                                                   And tomorrow they will go to the dump                                                             One more shadow of darkness removed                                                            One more day of moving beyond the barricade of myself

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016



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Date: 9/16/2016 6:36:00 PM
The only way to successfully rid yourself of mental distractions is to let them go physically... Wishing you all the best and sending hope for brighter days ahead :) Good to see you writing again!
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Date: 9/4/2016 9:44:00 AM
Thalia, it must have been a terrible time for you. I am glad you are removing them from your life. This is a cathartic write for you, my friend. sTay strong and be happy with who you are today. Luv, Andrea
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Date: 9/4/2016 1:33:00 PM
thank you Andrea;I am on safe ground now.My new and wonderful, wonderful, life has begun.lol Thalia
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