Goodnight

Is life worth a try? Would I be living a lie? If I smile, would it break? If I laugh, would it be fake? I see the tears from the sky and me See how self doubting I can be The feeling of damp grass The moment that's bound to last The ways I could wash away All the people who have gone astray Is it me to blame? When can my feelings be tame? Why is this world so dark? When can I actually make a mark? The tears all fall down Ive been given a permanent frown Standing out is not a choice Cant risk screaming with my voice The sky is now dark blue How many insults were true? I wish I could be pure They all hate me, I'm sure All eyes watch me every move So much that i want to prove why do i still put up a fight? Why shouldn't i just say goodnight? i don't have anyone to miss could death give me a dark ending kiss? Is there a reason for me to be here? I all i can feel is numbing fear I just want to feel the sun shine To feel happiness throughout my spine But that is just a dream That will float away with my desperate scream Help is the word i always say I ask for it everyday And what do i get? I pile full of regret I think it's time To end my faith, my suffering, my rhyme