Goodbye!

I have reasons for what i do! and i cut because i miss you. it feels like your 1 million miles away, and eventhough i talk to you everyday, i cant fight the heartache rageing deep inside me. the it drips, and makes danceing swirls upon the water. i cry because it hurts, but i laugh because it reminds me of you. and all the fond memories we shared. remember at the lake when we said our last goodbyes? remember how it felt? well thats nothing. ive found ways to make it better like what ive just done i can feel the runnig down my arm. my vision begins to blur and i start to get dizzy i hit the floor with a THUD! landing in a thick red puddle of . i wimper out my last goodbyes, as my mom walks into the kitchen. shes screaming and crying and getting out of control. she shakes me angrily pleaing for me to wake up. i watch everything through dying eyes, as the paramedics arrive. they dont even take a second glance as one of them says time of 5:03. if your reading this i guess this is THE END. at least for me anyways.