Good that it just means I yearn for attachment
While I deleted all my socials,
why have I just installed one to look what her favorites are?
I swear I should have just leave it and let it stay in deleted.
I am not meant to use such things,
I always won't stop what other people might think.
Because when I saw that he is following her,
both my cheeks got warm and my heart beating fast.
Even though she does not follow him back
why can I not find in myself what I like and put them into favorites,
but wait for hers?
I do not know what this feeling is,
you know my heart isn't stopping and my cheeks still feel heavy.
I just hope my brain does not feel shaky how it does everyday.
Seeing the amount of na*ed girls he follows,
I think I knew already before.
But why do I not find it funny anymore?
I just did not find it as bad.
I did not really thought much about it and immedietly forgot it
It aligns with his past behavior very well.
With the behavior he has now too I guess.
We just do not talk anymore so I do not know.
Not any feeling,
just something bad lingering you know?
Copyright © Adna Demiri | Year Posted 2024
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