Good Bye

This is one of my old rhymes , from the time when I just started writing. I just found these in my old note books. I hope you like it. My love for her was true... but one thing I always knew... even if she meant the world for me... it hampered my vision of me.... it made me .... hate myself more .... I wanted to settle with her for normal life but my core ..... was dying ..... to myself ...I was lying .... that everything I am doing will be worth it.... even if the possibility of it happening was not even a bit .... but I wanted to keep hope.... try to fly high while I was on negative slope ..... forgot that my soul wasn't gentle it was dope .... but did I tried to see the truth nope... but mother nature was always kind .... even if I couldn't see the other side of the Mountain ,when I was blind.... there was a bigger purpose behind ... but I still wait .... even if I met dozens of girls to whom I should have dated ... but now it didn't matter... even if we weren't meant to be together.... My love was true ... even if my dreams needed a different path ... I wanted to grow old with you .... may be mother nature new you are not right for me .... maybe this was how everything was meant to be ...... all I know is that your actions has set me free ..... Sorry for leaving !!! but I know you wouldn't even miss me !!!