God, The Everything

Sometimes I lose sense of myself, my own divination of gifted being a trivial spark in the vastness of God -- God the Everything: ethereal body-corridor of time and space, of countless universes -- of life-forces impenetrable, remarkable existence yet to be imagined -- my desire to treat all humanity as the face of God, as the substance of God~ I forget my own individuality need for personal connection... my own human.... I forget that God, while all the greatness is also, that loving, bearded man with children on his supernal, infinite knee, hearing their needs and wiping their tears -- I forget the constant sense of invisible arms holding me, as though I were yet an infant, desiring weaning and reassurance of tactile, loving, real near presence -- I forget that God, though incomparably enormous, is also small, in every molecule, every live cell of blessed experience, seeking companionship, cooperative reinforcement within endlessly evolving miraculous phenomenon wanting ever more defined exposure of growth and supernatural prosperity -- overwhelmed by unknowable God I remorsefully overlook my most important father and son relationship my relatable portion of the immeasurable profound -- the simple truth of being constantly adored and preciously compounded and guided --