God Gave Me the Answer

How could You forget about me?? Im locked out It's night out waiting in the cold for your call Your busy with your mistress so you keep forwarding all my calls That night I realize you didn't love me at all NO he not going to fight with me tonight yeah right, funny how you prove everyone right No respect for me, You did everything in your power To break me, to hurt me fighting with me In front off my friends Made me feel like I was lesser then him Hide my makeup so I can't fix my face up Hid my wigs, threw my clothes in the toilet cause you didn't want me going out with my friends Went threw my purse took all my cards that had cash on them Because you wanted me on your budget Timed me when I went to the store Only had five minutes when I ran out that door Wouldn't give me a key to check the mailbox or lock the door thought I was on my way to work Took out the fuse so my car wouldn't work Praying to God can you please Just give me a break ant asking for much  I just want him to change That night when I laid in my bed God gave me the answer to my prayers He said" Im trying to change him but how could I change him? If you keep standing in the way for me to change him??