Given Time

Given time I just need to stand let me see my parents smile trades what I couldn't do without prayer of hope that I wouldn't leave them because some days I blur them out I complain that life was hard But to see death come to them is even harder let it bring the truth I no inside my eyes there lye's the proof its me, they are who the should be my realization is weak my imagination is fiction but bring into life is what I fake and make is what is existing trying to take control of the feeling but to lose all that with the past times makes the situation rewinds on my mine forgive me god now I am trying I don't wan ta to leave u daddy But I think I can make it on my own I don't wan ta see you weak momma I only wan ta image of you as being strong Yes I know the rain don't only wash away The sun is not what brighten the day and its good to place these things together but my emotions is lost though all weather bring me though don't let me blame just give me the strength to gain let me be who I'm supposed to be don't let me fall into the dictation of hurt god bring me close to my identity